Today I wore a loose printed cami from urban, tucked inside a cream colored skirt, and a loose heather gray vest on top of the cami. I wore “Jesus” sandals, pearl earrings, a necklace and a cream colored bracelet. My outfit was allright. I wore a skirt cause I wanted to keep myself cool, cause last sunday I was burning in my black jeans and converses.
“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”—He’s Just Not Into You (via acronyms) (via porcelains)
I can’t remember the girl I used to be. The happier, younger one. I know I’ve changed for the worst since I moved back from LA but everyone else has changed too. A moment I’d like to go back to is the happy me who was very positive all the time and loved to smile. I need to be her again. I miss her and I’m sure everyone else who knew me back then misses her too. I just think way too much now and it bugs me. I just want to enjoy life because I feel like I’m wasting it by being so hurt all the time.
What a coincidink I just practically spent the day with her today :D
I have alot of close friends, but only 2 bestfriends that I’ll be puttin’ on here, so don’t get your panties in a bunch. You all know you are are <3 (If you felt a tingle reading that statement, then yes in fact I meant you)
My oldest bestfriend is Rachita. Girl has been my bestfriend since the 5th grade. I just spent the day with her and she’s still the same amazing girl from the day I met her. She’s very mature and she’s really organized and she doesn’t get involved with drama. This girl is so reliable and trustworthy, I know she’d keep all my secrets safe with her. I love that we are used to living seperate lives and don’t see eachother very much because we know that we always have someone to come back to when our normal lives aren’t working out. You have no idea how many times I’ve called her crying after some stupid boy did something mean, or how many break ups and boyfriends she’s witnessed and met. lol. I love how we don’t ever compete for anything or get into fights or are fake with eachother. She’s just super efffin coool dude.
My newest bestfriend is Kieu-vi. We were kinda forced to be bestfriends cause when we worked at forever 21 we both got hired and we were always together so people would automatically call eachother ‘bestfriends’ lol and we’d be like no… hahaha cause even though I’ve known her since KINDERGARTEN (she doesnt remember me.. jerk) we reconnected in high school and then lost touch again (like I did with everyone else when I left for LA) and then reconnected in college. We see eachother so much it’s not even funny. Even though we both have annoying qualities, she’s not one to hate or fight with. She’s super caring and sweet and all the boys want her ;] lol But yeah, Idk where our friendship will lead but we are now comfortable enough to actually call eachother bestfriend.
My day consisted of getting errands done. I woke up at 8:30am to go to school and visit the counsellor and the financial aid office. Then went to Miyako where ugh nothing but bad things happen. They didnt have my last paycheck and they claim theyre going to mail it to me… whatever. Such a lie.
Then we went to the Galleria to get eugene’s earrings for when he gets his ears pierced. We went home, then went to the gym, had a hard workout, went to fiesta to get spaghetti noodles, went home watched tv for a bit, and i’ve been looking for classes up til now. GAH kill me now :[ i have the worst schedule ever but its okay i guess. not gonna have any free days to visit paulo during school weekends anymore. Oh well.
I watched ‘who do you think you are’ a tv show where celebs trace their ancestry. I wanna do that before I die.